Hahas. Im attached with Akif (: He's 18 this year and going to serve NS next month on 5 March. Haiix. Going to miss him alot. Yepps. I knew him from tagged where he asked me if we could be more than friends. Then..haha. We did meet each other on 7 February at Pasir Ris interchange and went to Rara's older sister nye Wedding at Sengkang near Rivervale mall. Then, at 2.15pm, we went to Compass point to meet his long lost friend. Akif studied at Punggol Secondary once ! Then, we walk2 and took bus to go to Punggol. We sat under one of the blocks and we talked all the way. Akif and his friend talked about their friends and Im there listening to what they said. haha. But it was fun. I had my laugh (: Then, when his friend was on a call, i asked him if we are really together because he told his friend that he was with his girlfriend. Then he said if i want to be with him or not. I laugh and said "yelah". haha. Then he laughed too. haha.

Today plak, Im supposed to meet Rara at Aljunied but since she dont have enough money for transport, i told her to meet me next week when im free and not lazy enough to come down to Aljunied or Macpherson. Hhaha. So instead of going home straight, I went to Pasir Ris to meet Akif and his friends. They lepak2 near his house at block 107. Yepps. Quite tiring actually so i dont talked too much that time. Then at 4, Akif's friends needed to chao and Akif and I went to his block to get his backpack. But i waited for him under the void deck. After that we walked towards the interchange and took MRT. I was so sleepy, and tired, i fell asleep on Akif's shoulder but he told me that he'll wake me up before he alight at LakeSide where his work place is. So i slept. Hehes.

Wow! Penat ke pe nari. Tido tido tido ): haiix. Nasib baik this friday takde skolah. Hahaha. Selamat! Kaylah. Jap lagy i have to meet my uncle at Jurong Point.

Till here.Byebye :D

Boom!haha.

Nothing to do ): haiix. Hmm. Tomorrow pergi kakak Rara nye perkahwinan ! haha. gerek kan2? Hmm. But i never go alone (: i ajak Andar Akyf too. Hahaha. Then slpas g perkahwinan dier, me and Akyf kluar jap. Together kan.haha. Me and Akyf kawan rapat sehh. hahs. Cnfrm balik lambat. yepps. ade freedom sikit besok. Nari tkdepape best2 uhk. Boring giler. Acad kecyk nak jumpe ku. Tapi ku tknk. Tk suke dier seh. Yucks. Dier suka gatal2, sweet talker dgn pmpan lain. hmm. Kaelah. Nak kene tido. Byes!

smlm bleh tahan mendaq uhk. hmm. sbab jumpe shafiee sanchi jap kat pioneer mrt (dekat2 dgn umah ku) sbab dier nak bbual.haha. then balik, msg aidil tapi tk reply. msg acapstar,dier ade reply uh tapi dpt tahu dier single alek. 0.0 hahaha. Hmm

Friday jumpe Aidil jap kat Aljunied. Maybe jumpe Rara and IkaSiaw. Hahaha. Meimei pon maybe lepak dgn ktrng. Rindu siak drng. Hahaha.kaelah. hari ni short notice je. sbab ku kat skolah. Byebye. Chao.

smlm kecoh siak kat skolah. Ana, herlina, marlina, adilah, ku, dgn rayla dtg skolah. Time science lesson, ktrng kene marah dari cikgu si Ronnie Goh. Budak Iran dari Iraq nama Arefeh, dier pompan, beh dier g kluarkan handphone dier dlm science lab. Bila cikgu kata ktrng bleh duduk dgn sesiape kter nak, ana suruh arefeh tukar tempat dgn dier. Arefeh plak, tertinggalkan handphone dier. Itulah ku dgr criter dari mulut arefeh sendiri. Slpas tu, dier kata dier letak handphone dier bawah meja ana. Bila dier patah alek kat meja tu, handphone dier hilang. Sume orng muka blank. Mana ktrng tau siak handphone si Arefeh. Slpas tu cikgu masuk lab. arefeh complained kat cikgu. BOOM! cikgu nye suara terkejot kan kter sume. Sial lah. Cikgu tuduh budak2 pmpan melayu je. Beh cine? Amcm? Buat bodoh je gitu? Pantat lah!!  ktrng tak buat salah, yet, ktrng dpt blame. Babi betullah. Sume naik angin. Especially ana dgn marlina. haiix. ape dah arefeh! tuduh orng yg tak innocent. mepek.

Haix. I can still remember the day Sharif passed away, leaving his family, friends and myself behind ): He was my guy once. The memories with him, was a great moments with him. When i first met him, we didnt talk too much to each other. Hahaha. Then, things changed. We talked on the phone every night. He's funny. We laughed, we sang, hahaha. But the saddest part was..he didnt tell me that he had brain cancer.

Sharif passed away on 19 October 2009 and i got to know this 2 days after he's gone. At night around 11.20pm, his cousin, Azlan, called me and sadly told me that Sharif was no longer with us. I cried and cried for 3 days non-stop. How could he do this. Why didnt he tell me? But, is not use to be sad or angry anymore. Sharif is gone.Gone forever. But i will never forget him. No matter where he is right now, he'll always remains as my memory. And when im through with this world, i know,i will meet him again..soon.

Muhammad Sharif Bin Razak ( 12 October 1993 - 19 October 2009 )